Now and later.

It's already March 12 and I can't believe we are almost a quarter into 2014. When time flies it really does fly huh. Having my third practicum out of the eight today. Still can't believe I did not bad for my practicum with my lecturer. The only thing lacking from the whole lesson was my data sheets. That's it. Proud of myself and even my lecturer thought that I planned my lesson together with my co-teacher.

Anyway, I wanted to blog today to talk about how time is passing by sooooo fast and how I can't wait for time to pass even faster. No I'm not talking about my 3 years bond but am talking about what will be coming when my bond ends. The big exciting thing that I'll ever possess in my whole life. While that is being 'cooked up', I can't wait for next year to come so I can start planning. 

Ok back to reality, I don't know if I'm putting in my 101% of effort into my practicum. Before practicum started, when I was still in NIE. I tell people that all I wanted was to pass my practicum but when practicum has started part of you wants to try your best and try out those strategies you've learned in school. Colleagues tell us it's a learning process, even if you make mistakes it's ok because we are still students. I rack my brains day and night and the best ideas come when I'm in the shower. Taking a shower won't be a relaxing activity for me until practicum ends on Apr 23. I want to see how far I can go. Seems like I'm not doing too bad and I actually can teach. In the past 2.5 years I've been doubting my teaching capabilities. Now, I'm more confident with what I'm doing. 

But I'm not sure how long I can do this for. Not sure how long I can be in this field or this school. Events that will happen in the future will decide my plans. Who knows what will happen? 

But something is certain, when I have a child I would want to dedicate my time to my child. I don't want to be the mother who regrets not spending enough time with their child when they were younger. What about money? Where will income come from? AC please do well. *keeping fingers crossed*